05 October 2005
final years are coming...
final years are ending...
training is resuming...
and,
i'm dying...
from the beep test to come.
my stamina already sucks.
im gonna perish during the beep test.
coach is staying.
i cant upload the video into friendster.
im lazy to blog.
my blog kinda sucks.
everything sucks.
i want more clothes.
i need high-cut sneakers.
i need more money.
i need a life.
my shoes for art sucks.
i thank God there's no art next year.
i pray that there'll be art next year.
i love art. cause i used to be the best.
i love music. cause i love it.
i hate art.cause i kinda uck at it comparing it wif perfect ppl who are good at everything.
i hate music.cause the only instrument i know how to play is the f***ing recorder.
im pathetic.
i want to study to get into 3e2.
i dont want to study cause im too lazy.
each time i am determined to study. reality's temptations obstruct me even though the textbooks could be right in front of my face.
im contradicting myself.
no im not.
im crazy.
period.
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