27 November 2005
you know sometimes. you marvel at how wonderful something is but do not understand its true meaning of every detail? i guess that's what i think about some people's blogs huh.
well... blog.
training. i thank god that our coach is leaving this tuesday. im not sure if i am allowed to post this but.. oh well. blogs are online journals right? i mean. you do put down your thoughts and stuffs in black and white so it's the same with blogs. =) back to training. people reading this might think im weak or whatever crap not. but i do not really care. last training which is on friday kinda sucked. some people might or might not know that training under coach is a little scary. not with how she's gonna train us but us just wondering she's gonna do to us the very next training. it scares the shit outta me somehow. one training she might be so nice to us we are happy training. but the next training she might just train you with a temper not really giving a damn what we think or her. oh well. shes THE COACH right? like parents. their always right. even if she made us do step-ups 6 times on freakingly high benches and "top speed" or not giving us breaks cause "we do not deserve it" or making us sprint cause our "fitness level is zero". those are for our own good. yes yes. damn they are. but thank god we have to go through this once more. unless she does her "i wanted to leave but your teacher (mr . ---) asked me to stay... blah blah" and at last. stay put in the school as our coach which is actually the "worst mistake she's ever made in her ENTIRE life". uh-huh. its is ours too. god knows how much i would not mind having mr ---- back again. he might be biased. but at least he cares and is like a father to us.well. enough of this before some ppl comments shit about my post.
the thingy about chinablack? well.. it's over. we missed it.. argh.
p.s. i am not that kinda girl. =)
god bless. x)
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