01 December 2005
for past 14 years i have put up with. still have a million years to go. my younger sister. anyone wants? u can have her for free. i'll die of heart-attack argueing with her at least twice everyday. i just wanna get out with my homies and stay out as late as possible. impossible, too. with my totally unreasonable curfew my mother set for me. why so early? no reason. not one. all lame shit. this entry was supposed to be on me
NOT WANTING COACH BACK but shit happens. and i get shit everyday. so today is another shit day and its all because i just got so fucking irritated by that nice little girl called my younger sister. she's so pleasant, really. it's just me. i always get irritated by her while others dun. why? cause she only fucking irritates me. i swear i could kill her if im allowed to. i was fucking scolded and humiliated and whatever just because i typed stuffs about her calling me a BIMBO. no not really. cause i typed her psle aggregate and wanted to post it on my blog. (yes i wanted to, what can u do?)
god. i am so fucked up right now. i cant imagine tahan-ing that for years till i get a house of my own away from her. words cant describe how much i loathe her. nobody really understands. maybe, in their next life, u have her as a sister. but dun worry, i'll pray for you, poor poor soul.
for now. i'll shut my eyes and play dead like it works.
fucking pissed, dissed, fucked up. whatever kay.
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