14 February 2006

You think you know it all, I see it in the way you're speaking.
The long words that you use, are starting to get irritating.
I've got the urge to knock you out. And i can't handle this.
The ladder outside your bedroom window really takes the piss.
Step back take a look where you're at.
You're just a raving Dawson's maniac.

You think that you know everything
Take one step back and look at yourself
I think you dont know anything
All my friends think that youre such a freak
And you're just a Dawson's geek.
Why cant you see that you dont look like him in anyway
At least that kid has friends and thats alot more than you can say.
You've lost your mind and i dont think that you know who you are.
Naming your dog Pacey was taking things a little too far
Step back take a look at where youre at you're just a raving Dawson's maniac.
You think that you know everything
Take one step back and look at yourself I think you dont know anything.

I guess I'll have to wait for your life to be over.
I think you dont know anything. All my friends think that youre such a freak. And your just a Dawson's geek. You think that you know everything. Take one step back and look at yourself.
I think you dont know anything. All my friends think that youre such a freak. And your just a Dawson's geek.

un- Happy Valentine's Day.
the song suits my entry to a T. huh? =) life's like a roller coaster. not in the way that there are ups and downs. but that its like theres something or somebodys pushing me i cant stop. like ive gotta ride this boring thing that keeps going round and round in a routine understand? cannot stop.
if you're one of those who bullies me, please stop it. and i mean it la.
If you have had a bad day, and had come home to be greeted with a chiding from dad. and then mum comes home not knowing anything, asks stuff that dad had asked (eg. why are u home so late?) a few minutes before. tell me. would u be anywhere near being pissed? especially after spending quite some time asking them to go have dinner together while feeling really rotten forcing them. i mean, is that how everybody feels everytime they do that to me? well marcus knows hows it like now huh. but i guess the guys from ufc dont feel bad doing so. and things get better here. we walk to the bus stop. and i spent god knows how long to act normal while being asked to allow dwayne to send me home. well in case u two didnt get the hint, which i bet u guys did, i dont want anybody to send me home ya? especially dwayne. not that i hate him or wadeva. but just dont want. is that so hard to understand? at least now senior sarah and marcus knows how its like liao la. very pek cek wan right, no? so, at last. about 8 plus plus. dwayne finally gave in (i think) or somehow got into a bus. i took 17 back. and the other two dont know. SO, i reached home. and obviously was pissed already. but dad didnt seem to see that. so the scolding or should i say nagging begins. " why are u home so late? next time u better tell me where u are. next time i got to go down to your school and check if you're really in school or not....." my mind was like.. how manmy times do u wanna say this la. i know yall dont trust me. i very easy go wild wad when im with my friends. no meh? i go crazy wad. go outside take drugs. smoke some more ya know! argh. den he was like "i dont want you to have a boyfriend.. blah blah blah." please la. u think i want ar? im not those fucking twits la. ugly bastards also snatch. as long got "dear dear" can le worrX. i spent god knows how long to make dwayne go home and NOT send me home la. what more u want? what boyfriend?! stop with that boyfriend thing la. dont know anything dont anyhow say right. still scold until so wu seh. tell me la. who wont be pissed?
bloody hell. and please la people. know your limits la. when yall see i not happy liao dont try to act joker la. dont make me flare up can not? i have got a hell of a lot of stuffs to burst out la. but for now, i ren la. wait till that day comes ar. i dunno how i'd react sia.

but still. thanks to those who made my day. nick(e4). roxane. colin. marcus. jeremy. shane. =)

hell of a post and im outta here.

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